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I'M BAAAAACK! California was awesome! I miss that place so much! I ate In-N-Out three times! That place is the bomb. I also ate it at like 12:30 in the morning. Pretty funny. Well, here's a chapter since it's been so long. Song: Chop Suey! by System of a Down No copyright infringement intended. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (Rebecca's POV) After Xander's first reaction, I felt his arms squeeze me tighter. I buried my face into his chest and let the tears fall. I needed to let it out. And apparently, so did Xander. "How could you, Kevin?! How could you do this to Rebecca?! She's done nothing wrong!" he screamed at him. "I didn't! I swear!" Xander scoffed. "Yeah, right. She's obviously not wearing anything so you did it! And she's crying like crazy!" "She thinks I raped her but that's not what happened." "You know what? I think it'd be better if you just left." "You're not going to let me talk?" Kevin asked. "I don't think you have anything to say. Just get outta here." "Can I at least talk to her for a minute?" "You've already hurt her enough. Go." "But I only--" "Kevin, I swear. If you aren't out of here within the next ten seconds, I will beat your ass," Xander threatened. "Fine then! If you don't want to believe me, don't. But Rebecca, I love you too much to ever do something like this. I love you." "Eight, nine--" The door slammed. I looked over to see if he was really gone. He was. A wave of relief swept over me. I closed my eyes as Xander began to stroke my hair. I cried again and Xander patiently held me close to him, waiting for me to stop. I pulled myself together and silently listened to his heartbeat. "Thank you so much," I told him. "No problem... Rebecca, are you sure he raped you?" "When I woke up, we were laying in bed together, both naked, I couldn't remember anything about last night, and his purity ring was on the floor on the other side of the room. I didn't know what else to think," I explained. "I see." We sat there for a while and I thought of Kevin. I knew I loved him so why couldn't I listen to what he had to say? I wanted to believe him but the facts were against him. I slowly escaped Xander's arms and looked at him. "You okay?" Xander questioned. "I think so." "Maybe you should get dressed," he suggested. "I kinda wanna shower first." "Alright." I stood up and grabbed some clothes and headed to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and sighed. I turned on the water and stepped into the shower. I let the warm water hit my skin. But soon, I thought of Kevin and tears mixed in with the shower water. I turned off the water, getting out and wrapping a towel around myself. I dropped to the floor and let my fear take over. If we did have sex, did he use protection? What if I was pregnant? Oh my god. "Rebecca? Are you crying?" Xander asked from outside the door. I covered my mouth and tried to be silent. "Rebecca?" I cried into my hand. "Can I come in?" I pondered for a while but shakily said, "It's open." Xander opened the door and immediately rushed to my side. I leaned into Xander and he again held me as I cried. After a couple of minutes, I pulled away a little bit so I could look at his face. He smiled and kissed my forehead. I half smiled. He put a hand to my cheek and I hugged him. Soon, I pulled back. "Thank you, Xander. You're such a good friend." "Friend? You really consider me a friend? Even after what I did to Kevin?" "Of course." I smiled. "I like that... friend." I giggled. "So you gonna get dressed or just walk around in a towel all day?" I blushed. "Right." Xander helped me up and hugged me. "Everything's gonna be fine." He let go and walked out, closing the door behind him. I was so glad I had a friend like Xander. He was such a big help. I quickly slipped into my clothes. I took one glance at my reflection and put on some eyeliner. I walked out and saw Xander sitting on the bed, staring at something in his hands. "What are you looking at?" "What is this?" He turned it so I could see it. I gasped and my eyes widened as I recognized what he was holding. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So I'm trying to make you guys like Xander but I don't think it's working. Hopefully you guys liked this chapter. I'm trying to figure out something for the story later. Haha. But anyways... Question of the day: Did you guys miss me? Hahaha. I bet you didn't. You guys survived, right? Haha. Well, comment! I love reading them! ~~~ Aimee